2012

I do not know how much longer I can do this...this playing pretend to be a normal human being. As memories flow through my brain like a putrid river, I grow more inward and find it harder to breathe. Those things you see as me are not real;they are make believe. This, this book of demons is what is real.

I am not a monster...

Please cover my mouth, my eyes and bind my tongue.

Some things should never be spoken, some regrets undone and some wings....

should remain broken

broken permanently